Where Are You Now? Rihanna

Album: Oops! I Did it Again, 2000



Calling out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you
To find that you're not there
I wake up every night 
To see the state I'm in 
It's like an endless fight 
I never seem to win 

I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering

Where are you now, what have you found 
Where is your heart, when I'm not around 
Where are you now, you gotta let me know 
Oh baby, so I can let you go 

I can hear your voice
The ring of yesterday
It seems so close to me 
But yet so far away 
I should let it out
To save what's left of me
And close the doors of doubt
Revive my dignity

Bit, I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering
I should let it out, it's time to let you go
Oh baby, I just want to know

cake decor at office

we had a cake decoration contest at work today

It was funny as i've never done a cake decoration before and wanted to du it out of the box

but it really turned out to be out of the dust bin :)

saw some few cake designs online and decided to add 3 different designs in one thinking it will turn out well

Hostel stay doesn't give any opportunity to cook and hence created a self made recipe for the fondant. 

Luckily one colleague's sister helped us with a lovely self baked pineapple shaped cake

an then my fondant.. 

the cake doesn't look like a cake but it was in-fact delicious. People were scared to eat the fondant thinking it was some thing. Had to eat myself and prove and it was an eatable. Funny :)

at-last my first cake decoration scored a runner up with 11 votes were as the winner had 14 votes. Cool na..

This is the winner's cake.. 

Other cakes that participated where... 

 there were more cake decoration teams that participated couldn't get pics from them :(

pray

WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN WHEN WE PRAY?
This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true:

I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We
walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My
angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, ' This is
the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are
received.

I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many
angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and
scraps from people all over the world.

Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.

The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery
Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are
processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I
noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working
hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and
were being packaged for delivery to Earth..

Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the
door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was
seated there, idly doing nothing. "This is the Acknowledgment Section,
my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed." How is
it that there is no work going on here? ' I asked.

"So sad," the angel sighed. "After people receive the blessings that
they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments"

"How does one acknowledge God's blessings?" I asked?
"Simple," the angel answered. Just say, "Thank you, Lord."

"What blessings should they acknowledge?" I asked.

"If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof
overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world.
If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a
dish, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. "

"And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in
the world who has that opportunity."

"If you woke up this morning with more health than illness... You are
more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day. "

"If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of
imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... You
are ahead of 700 million people in the world..."

"If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest,
torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three
billion people in the world."
"If your parents are still alive and still married...you are very rare."

"If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're
unique to all those in doubt and despair..."

Ok, what now? How can I start?

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in
that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more
blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at
all.

Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you care to, pass this
along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.

ATTN: Acknowledge Dept.

Tomato flower

Made it with real tomatoes

cut the inside flesh out and used the outer part of the vegetable

Hope it looks nice :)

cake box

cake box i made with just paper and some ribbon, and a paper flower

:)

quilling

My paper quilled miniature designs

DUCKIE

 

HEARTie

TEADY with TAIL and some shapes

LION, PEACOCK QUILL, SANTA

Hanged them in a  rope and hung it in a wall

Miniature plant with paper

Funny

Cognizant Method: 
hire a lion… ask him to stay for late nights but give him no work to do.
give him 65 gobi to eat again and again.
hire 100 more lions but do not increase the space to sit
however give them the same amount  65 gobi to eat
hire 200 more……. and more …….
TCS Method: 
hire a lion
give him hell a lot of work and pay him government salary
lion dies of hunger and frustration
IBM’s method: 
hire a lion, give him a pink slip in an hour …
he dies of unemployment…
Syntel Method:- 
Hire a Cat …
assure him that he will eventually become a Lion once he reaches onsite and
make sure that he never reaches onsite.
Cat dies in hope of becoming a Lion….
MBT Method: 
hire the lion, make him take 14 tests and tell him that if he doesn’t score 60% he will lose the job.
lion dies of the strain?
i-Flex Method: 
hire a lion???.oops cow, tell him he is a lion, send him in African safari
for implementing flexcube in god forbidden territories, tell him if he comes
alive he will get band movement (promotion)
holy cow dies in fear of the real lion
COSL Method: 
hire a lion .
tell him to merge with Goats (polaris) and reduce his allowance…
lion dies from fear that tomorrow he might become a goat….
Polaris Method : 
hire ..sorry…purchase a lion(COSL) ..
change his timings…(instead of 9 AM …change it to 8:30 AM )
cut down his allowance (coupons etc)
lion dies from fear of becoming CAT…..
Capgemini Method: 
hire a lion, give him a salary of a cat…
the lion dies before joining….
Wipro Method:
Hire a Lion,
give him a mail Id.
he will die receiving stupid mails all day……..!!!! 
HUAWEI Method: 
Hire a Cat; give him a salary of a Lion…
Give him work of 3 Lions
Tell him to work late and even on weekends…
No time for food and family, automatically die
Accenture Method: 
Hire a lion….
Take his CAMS assignment 2 times a year followed by Performance appraisals.
Ask him for lots of My Leanings on line …
Send him to Chennai/HYD/BLG;but yes don’t give him/her his/her home town.
Ask him to stay on bench for a long time or Give him/her projects .
No good food, No water..and specially No Beautiful girls Only Attitude of HR girls.
And say him "Go Ahead be a Tiger".
Lion dies in confusion if he is a Tiger or lion……
THE LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST 


INFOSYS Method: 
HIRE A LION…..
SEND HIM FOR TRAINING IN MYSORE AND MAKE HIM FEEL LIKE
…………………………………………….KING OF THE JUNGLE! J
MAKE HIM TAKE GENERIC COMPREE EXAM
………………………………………LION TURNS INTO CAT
MAKE HIM TAKE STREAM COMPREE EXAM
……………………………………………CAT TURNS INTO A MOUSE
SEND HIM INTO PRODUCTION WHICH HAS NOTHING TO DO WID HE LEARNED IN TRNG
…………………………………….MOUSE RUNS HERE AND THERE FOR HELP!!!
SEND HIM MAILS TELLING ABOUT MANDATORY CERTIFICATIONS
………………………………………….MOUSE COMMITS SUICIDE… :-)

 This is how software engineers die in India.

Internet is not all

‘I’m sorry’, said the HR manager. If you don’t have an email, that means you do not exist. And who doesn’t exist, cannot have the job.’
The man left with no hope at all.
He didn’t know what to do, with only $10 in his pocket. He then decided to go to the supermarket and buy a 10Kg tomato crate. He then sold the tomatoes in a door to door round. In less than two hours, he succeeded to double his capital. He repeated the operation three times, and returned home with $60.
The man realized that he can survive by this way, and started to go everyday earlier, and return late. Thus, his money doubled or tripled everyday.
Shortly, he bought a cart, then a truck, and then he had his own fleet of delivery vehicles.
5 years later, the man is one of the biggest food retailers in the US.
He started to plan his family’s future, and decided to have a life insurance.
He called an insurance broker, and chose a protection plan.
When the conversation was concluded the broker asked him his email.
The man replied,’I don’t have an email.’ The broker answered curiously, ‘You don’t have an email, and yet have succeeded to build an empire. Can you imagine what you could have been if you had an e mail?!!’ The man thought for a while and replied, ‘Yes, I’d be an office boy at Microsoft!’
Moral of the story
Moral 1
Internet is not the solution to your life.
Moral 2
If you don’t have Internet, but work hard, you can be a millionaire.
Moral 3
If you received this message by email forward, you are closer to being an office boy/girl, than a millionaire……….

cake leaf making

JESUS

Crazy me

I've been crazily making different types of crafts and loads of stupid stuffs to beat away my lonlieness..

It's been nice but donno what i'm going to do with all these..

Flying with out wing

Flying with out wings in Joy...

A lovely trip that we went...

Nagerkovil, TN

flow

 

you flow silently into the depths and

corners of the city
calm with out a sound
carrying the tears and stains of every being
yet you are not praised
you don't care if your are treated untouchable
you carry the dirty souls and droppings of the brainless
yet silent are you
i wonder if you where a river of some sort
but thine color reminds me back
of who you are..
your scent is thine identity
and you are a shelter to all
the unwanted possessions of the
so called intelligent human being

nameless place

A Nameless Place i wanna visit
a Numberless time taken to travel,
i wanna take my directionless compass guide
and see every inch with my focusless lens
place for ever alone in the memories of U....

I wish i can say u'll never see me cry.........

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cos I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they loved me truly
But at the time it didnt mean a thing
My mind is gone
I’m spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m loosing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kiss?
Cos it’s hurting me to let it go
Maybe cos we spent so much time
And I know that is no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why im sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to you on purpose
can't figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone
I’m spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m loosing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
How did I get here with you
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
all my life..

Rihanna's song from CRY

I wish i can say u'll never see me cry.........
06/07/2012

it hurts so much to think u r apart
the touch that pulls ur memories
spins me around, and i feel m a victim of pain
-06/08/2012

Words of songs- my
lonely tiresome companion
repeating the same words
of love and care and pain of some one..
I can hear you speak sharply in my ears
but cant feel the heat of ur conversation
i know you are always there for me
at the touch of my fingers..
have i" the warmth of your touch
and the caress of your shoulder
but the colors of your hand
is never near..
dreams of vanished memories
 i" possess- but strongly reminded am i
the elixir of his happiness in your words..
Now, You're the only one to stay
in the painfull Colors of my tears
will fade you never in the dregs
of electronic wastes..
-05/08/2012

Will i ever come out of this colors of fright
and the shortned words of tounge
when the strange questions of doubt
strikes me rite on my face
-07/02/09

the secret imagination
First day of calling it the day of no conversation
the message you passed with the breeze
Of silent stare was strangely hurting
-04/02/2009

paper poster

Wanted a pic for my Bathroom back in Hosur

Was thinking about it for a long time,

when surfing the net saw some paper board wall hanging
made of some kind of hand made paper

Not sure were to get that paper and board

had loads of Newpaper in the room and a calendar board

started cutting the texts in the news paper

and stuck several layers of them on the board
drew a branch and 2 birds

Guess it doesn't look lik birds but yet
i named them birds

let it to dry and brushed it with a coat of Varnish

took it back home,

Mum was wild with happiness she hugged me
and thanked God for this creativity in Me

Love you Jesus for being with ME and for giving me these thoughts

my first gift birthday board

It was my Room mate friends birthday

I had my pocket and wallet empty

clueless as to what can be done to surprise her.

went from work at 4P, she'll be home at 8P

Gottu do plan and du something

took a scrap board and i started bordering with Pink Paper

cut paper and made some paper flowers
the While Flower with the orange center is my favorite

by the time i could stick had she came..

 threw it under the bed an was talking to her for a while
pretending to be doing nothing

Forced her to go down to watch Television and
rushed back up stairs

finished the rest

I had got a do nut to eat in the evening.

Just inserted a candle to the center of it lighted it

and called her and gave the surprise..

she was shocked and over joyed

she's got her family pic stuck to the board and hug it in her house :)

fly

I just dream the images of success
still feel that it's a period of learning
skillfully training myself with the smallest moments of Life..
With the hopes of learned portraits
Not knowing that the paths i selected

is leading me to the dregs of pain's calling
No hope of sunrise have i
my wings are never to grow big
to let me fly high

In trials of fluttering and flying high
losing am i the little of courage
in my dreamfull heart beat

and waiting for my soul to fill the brim of light

found high above on the sky

its Not me any more

Sailing am i

I know Love doesn't mean that we need to be together
we can fall apart, stay miles away
 but still love each other so dear an deep
I know you love me more each day
No matter what i look like
i know i am pretty in your eyes
No matter how tasteless my cooking might be
but i know u still love being fed by me
No matter how angry i am
you very well now that a warm hug can make wonders
No matter how bad you hate me
i still know you cant stay apart from me
and each day your love is a elixir and
it increases more and more - But ,
that does not mean u have to get another girl to love me more..

Now seeing you in her shelter
makes me void and deserted am i, in pain of love

Your eyes still shows love even more each day,
but Your heart shows fear for her

sailing m i into the void now
with the anchor of your love
to an unknown destiny

home

A long week at home,
not sure if i am happy or sad
but the company of tears is not near
guess i can cry of happiness now..

m at home in the warmth of family..

Freedom

The Fire of Freedom to fly has engulfed me much,
i no longer am the soft hearted feather..
Vivid are the thoughts of my fingers
thou it hasnt carved any sculptures..
Bilateral sight has this path, never know i
the destiny of Faith.. :)

Wish this Life of mine was a freedom to choose