Tuesday, January 31, 2012

luv u

Are you lonely, my love

the life in me is kept safe

only in your thuds and lups

can i loves another man ?

Are you in pain, my love

do i need other man ?

Does your soul ache, my love

to know that i

cannot forget that man ?

Do I hurt you, my love

when I say to you

I can't get over that man ?

Can you accept - me

thinkinking of the other man

always, at all times ?

No - I dont want to be

the other woman

in his life...

yet I keep thinking of him

feel so deep for him

and yes - my love

wish to marry him

and hence i

bed him and beget him


like every woman does

for the man she loves

Is it too much of a sin, my love

to love?

Tell me - my love

why do I need him so much

miss him every moment

of my lonesome life

being your love

I need the husband in him

And yet - I know

I cannot do it without you

I cannot choose him over you

I do wish to forget him

and forgive myself

for the sin of being in love

with the brainless him?

Tell me - my love

how do I do this ?

I am directionless...

feeling down and out

Breaking you in pieces

wish I could share ur pain

Too much for the asking

I suppose...

I am being avaricious

and may be impractical

Tell me, my love

when was love pragmatic

when was love logical ?

when did people say

love had a lot of rationale ?

Love was always blind

blind as a bat

love feels with the heart

mind doesn't work

And here I am, my love

at your door-step

in your bloody walls

beside you, in your arms

loving you and yet

pondering over him more and more...

Why did God give me so much pain ?

Why did He fill my heart with

adulterous love ?

Why did Destiny bring me

to this cross-road ?

You are precious for me

yet i burn and toss you up

I hate myself for hurting

you more each day

They say : love is pure,

a feeling

complete devotion

and adulation

for the one man

a woman always loves

and loves for ever...

Is it so sinful a feeling ?

Is it so detesting ?

Do all the women

in this world

feel the same?

So many questions

in mind

for a heart that loves

and loves and loves...

Saturday, January 14, 2012

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..
 How good you look when you smile.
 How much I love your laugh.
 I day-dream about you off and on,
replaying pieces of our conversation;
laughing at funny things that you said or did..
 I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..
 I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
 & even though nothing will come out of this,
I know one thing for sure, for once..
I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you...

I dont care if u where some one else

as long as this worthless life is there in me
ur mine

searching u

searching u in the depths of the dregs in me
u where special in  my life,
a special wind that passed few yrs of my life

i am not afraid of missing u tomorrow
i am afraid of missing the U in me that always made me special

I always found me in ur eyes
and longed for that sync for ever between us

life takes us thro forgetful memories
wish my search doesn't end as a forgetful memorie...

I'll f ollow your heart. Regardless of what others tell you to do,
in the end it’s how i feel that matters ..

for the rest of my life i'll be searching for u, and i cant settle with someone like u
some times words are not enough
to say how much i miss u and dying for u inside

so i'll be searching for the U in the depths of me life long

wanna be

i wanna be me, at least for a day,
i  wanna see the happy flowrie..

wanna play with u till my heart's content
wanna em brass ur freshness
and be  mesmerized with ur scent..

I wanna wear ur dress
and dance all my pain out...

Wanna have u as my friend life long baby..

give me some sun shine
give me some rain
give me another chance
i want to grow up once again

give me some sun shine
give me some rain
give me another chance
i want to grow up once again

                         - 3 IDIOTS 

just loving it, LIKE LIKE..

i wanna grow up in happiness once again...
Hearty  hearty.. m not sure if m happy or sad..

I just cant forget that i m sitting at the back of  wind

and traveling to the end of short happiness

waiting for the end to be in ur fullness..

Hope i don't have to break u again.. :)