nameless place

A Nameless Place i wanna visit
a Numberless time taken to travel,
i wanna take my directionless compass guide
and see every inch with my focusless lens
place for ever alone in the memories of U....

I wish i can say u'll never see me cry.........

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cos I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they loved me truly
But at the time it didnt mean a thing
My mind is gone
I’m spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m loosing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kiss?
Cos it’s hurting me to let it go
Maybe cos we spent so much time
And I know that is no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why im sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to you on purpose
can't figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone
I’m spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m loosing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
How did I get here with you
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry
all my life..

Rihanna's song from CRY

I wish i can say u'll never see me cry.........
06/07/2012

it hurts so much to think u r apart
the touch that pulls ur memories
spins me around, and i feel m a victim of pain
-06/08/2012

Words of songs- my
lonely tiresome companion
repeating the same words
of love and care and pain of some one..
I can hear you speak sharply in my ears
but cant feel the heat of ur conversation
i know you are always there for me
at the touch of my fingers..
have i" the warmth of your touch
and the caress of your shoulder
but the colors of your hand
is never near..
dreams of vanished memories
 i" possess- but strongly reminded am i
the elixir of his happiness in your words..
Now, You're the only one to stay
in the painfull Colors of my tears
will fade you never in the dregs
of electronic wastes..
-05/08/2012

Will i ever come out of this colors of fright
and the shortned words of tounge
when the strange questions of doubt
strikes me rite on my face
-07/02/09

the secret imagination
First day of calling it the day of no conversation
the message you passed with the breeze
Of silent stare was strangely hurting
-04/02/2009

paper poster

Wanted a pic for my Bathroom back in Hosur

Was thinking about it for a long time,

when surfing the net saw some paper board wall hanging
made of some kind of hand made paper

Not sure were to get that paper and board

had loads of Newpaper in the room and a calendar board

started cutting the texts in the news paper

and stuck several layers of them on the board
drew a branch and 2 birds

Guess it doesn't look lik birds but yet
i named them birds

let it to dry and brushed it with a coat of Varnish

took it back home,

Mum was wild with happiness she hugged me
and thanked God for this creativity in Me

Love you Jesus for being with ME and for giving me these thoughts

my first gift birthday board

It was my Room mate friends birthday

I had my pocket and wallet empty

clueless as to what can be done to surprise her.

went from work at 4P, she'll be home at 8P

Gottu do plan and du something

took a scrap board and i started bordering with Pink Paper

cut paper and made some paper flowers
the While Flower with the orange center is my favorite

by the time i could stick had she came..

 threw it under the bed an was talking to her for a while
pretending to be doing nothing

Forced her to go down to watch Television and
rushed back up stairs

finished the rest

I had got a do nut to eat in the evening.

Just inserted a candle to the center of it lighted it

and called her and gave the surprise..

she was shocked and over joyed

she's got her family pic stuck to the board and hug it in her house :)

fly

I just dream the images of success
still feel that it's a period of learning
skillfully training myself with the smallest moments of Life..
With the hopes of learned portraits
Not knowing that the paths i selected

is leading me to the dregs of pain's calling
No hope of sunrise have i
my wings are never to grow big
to let me fly high

In trials of fluttering and flying high
losing am i the little of courage
in my dreamfull heart beat

and waiting for my soul to fill the brim of light

found high above on the sky

its Not me any more

Sailing am i

I know Love doesn't mean that we need to be together
we can fall apart, stay miles away
 but still love each other so dear an deep
I know you love me more each day
No matter what i look like
i know i am pretty in your eyes
No matter how tasteless my cooking might be
but i know u still love being fed by me
No matter how angry i am
you very well now that a warm hug can make wonders
No matter how bad you hate me
i still know you cant stay apart from me
and each day your love is a elixir and
it increases more and more - But ,
that does not mean u have to get another girl to love me more..

Now seeing you in her shelter
makes me void and deserted am i, in pain of love

Your eyes still shows love even more each day,
but Your heart shows fear for her

sailing m i into the void now
with the anchor of your love
to an unknown destiny

home

A long week at home,
not sure if i am happy or sad
but the company of tears is not near
guess i can cry of happiness now..

m at home in the warmth of family..

Freedom

The Fire of Freedom to fly has engulfed me much,
i no longer am the soft hearted feather..
Vivid are the thoughts of my fingers
thou it hasnt carved any sculptures..
Bilateral sight has this path, never know i
the destiny of Faith.. :)

Wish this Life of mine was a freedom to choose

hanging

Was damn bored at work 

Cut some heart shapes adn stuch it one side on the other heart

Connected 3 hearts so and made it look like 3D

Added a ribbon to it.

Thats it!!

polythene Flower

Made of Yellow Polythene paper cut into floret shapes and attached to a stick.. :)

Simple.. ;)

My craft

Miii Kutti craft with Crib paper

Just rolled up the crushed paper around a stich and stuck it with Glue..

guess it's cool to do some small fuzzy decorations


Eeeeeeee :)

HAPPIENESS

He sent me smiles,
he sent me gifts,
he sent me surprises
he send me pain
he sent me heart aches
he sent me tears of love and hatred too
but dint expect you'll sent me this

at last you sent me a break up card..

Longing for the U back..

in Him

Always wanted to be the most remembered in his dream, 

and the always wanted in his days..

Baby Boy..

Baby hold me tight

that i'll never let you go..

and always taste your kisses of care

and remind myself, m your

only favourite girl..

when i see you loving me more and more

my tears fall but rise again

with glory of your warm love..

Your sweetned smile makes me

a special person in this world...

but wondering why those thuds

of your heart, suddenly left me to drain

in those hollow drenches of pain..

i find myself missing in this world Baby

Please return your thuds back in my heart

that i'll feel whole again..

Baby need your presence...

 

Baby i always want you to mesmerize me with your surprises

 I want you to me trip me ofo my feet with you overwelming care

Ohh, baby where are you.. 

Please come back...

my ugly face

m searching the real face of mine..

searching am i with out goal,
in the happiness of mom
in the dreams of my love
in the lost life
in the tears of my pain
in the pearls of other's happiness
in the deep drenches of belief
in the oceans of sorrow
an my real face is no wear to be found..

Wish my heart had stopped
i wouldn't have to see this day

luv u

Are you lonely, my love


the life in me is kept safe

only in your thuds and lups

can i loves another man ?

Are you in pain, my love

do i need other man ?

Does your soul ache, my love

to know that i

cannot forget that man ?

Do I hurt you, my love

when I say to you

I can't get over that man ?

Can you accept - me

thinkinking of the other man

always, at all times ?

No - I dont want to be

the other woman

in his life...

yet I keep thinking of him

feel so deep for him

and yes - my love

wish to marry him

and hence i

bed him and beget him

children...

like every woman does

for the man she loves

Is it too much of a sin, my love

to love?

Tell me - my love

why do I need him so much

miss him every moment

of my lonesome life

being your love

I need the husband in him

And yet - I know

I cannot do it without you

I cannot choose him over you

I do wish to forget him

and forgive myself

for the sin of being in love

with the brainless him?

Tell me - my love

how do I do this ?

I am directionless...

feeling down and out

Breaking you in pieces

wish I could share ur pain

Too much for the asking

I suppose...

I am being avaricious

and may be impractical



Tell me, my love

when was love pragmatic

when was love logical ?

when did people say

love had a lot of rationale ?

Love was always blind

blind as a bat

love feels with the heart

mind doesn't work


And here I am, my love

at your door-step

in your bloody walls

beside you, in your arms

loving you and yet

pondering over him more and more...


Why did God give me so much pain ?

Why did He fill my heart with

adulterous love ?

Why did Destiny bring me

to this cross-road ?


You are precious for me

yet i burn and toss you up

I hate myself for hurting

you more each day



They say : love is pure,

a feeling

complete devotion

and adulation

for the one man

a woman always loves

and loves for ever...


Is it so sinful a feeling ?

Is it so detesting ?

Do all the women

in this world

feel the same?


So many questions

in mind

for a heart that loves

and loves and loves...

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..
 How good you look when you smile.
 How much I love your laugh.
 I day-dream about you off and on,
replaying pieces of our conversation;
laughing at funny things that you said or did..
 I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..
 I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
 & even though nothing will come out of this,
I know one thing for sure, for once..
I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you...

I dont care if u where some one else

as long as this worthless life is there in me
ur mine

searching u

searching u in the depths of the dregs in me
u where special in  my life,
a special wind that passed few yrs of my life


i am not afraid of missing u tomorrow
i am afraid of missing the U in me that always made me special

I always found me in ur eyes
and longed for that sync for ever between us

life takes us thro forgetful memories
wish my search doesn't end as a forgetful memorie...

I'll f ollow your heart. Regardless of what others tell you to do,
in the end it’s how i feel that matters ..

for the rest of my life i'll be searching for u, and i cant settle with someone like u
some times words are not enough
to say how much i miss u and dying for u inside


so i'll be searching for the U in the depths of me life long

wanna be

i wanna be me, at least for a day,
i  wanna see the happy flowrie..

wanna play with u till my heart's content
wanna em brass ur freshness
and be  mesmerized with ur scent..

I wanna wear ur dress
and dance all my pain out...


Wanna have u as my friend life long baby..

give me some sun shine
give me some rain
give me another chance
i want to grow up once again

give me some sun shine
give me some rain
give me another chance
i want to grow up once again

                         - 3 IDIOTS 

just loving it, LIKE LIKE..

i wanna grow up in happiness once again...

Hearty  hearty.. m not sure if m happy or sad..

I just cant forget that i m sitting at the back of  wind

and traveling to the end of short happiness

waiting for the end to be in ur fullness..

Hope i don't have to break u again.. :)