October

In love with this type of art. Not sure what it's called. The mynute things we draw takes your thoughts of everything else and let's you go blank and quite. 

Jazz

beautiful Bea

September is a month that plays a lot of memories in my mind. Most of it is painful coz there is not a day past with out thinking of her. 

As a habit handstiched this year too and gave it to a girl almost her age. 

Miss her the most.. 

September

Stress, anger, loneliness, and so much more hss been part of my every day beeings lately.. Trying to beat it out via different means.. 

Have included some Words that i found soothing on the insta 

in love

That day we got wet in rain and drenched in love ❤.. 

Relates a lot to us me and hubby. That day I fell in love with him in the midst of rain near beach with showering flowers from above (a tree which was dropping it's flowers) 

satisfaction

Some times small things make you happy like the smell of rain

Listening to my son using his vocabulary wisely, 

A surprise candy I found in the fridge forgotten long back, 

The dish(paurupu urundai curry) I made turned out tasty, 

I completed my exercise, 

Ate healthy at noon, and junk in the evening, 

Feeling happy and confident, and 

Accidentally started sharpening a wax crayyon which gave a feel of satisfaction that made me continue till the end.. Loved every bit of it. 

doodling bookmarks

Hello souls, 

I used to have a habit of continuous reading, like I could complete a 400 page novel in one night so addictive I used to be before I found my life partner. After which things changed with restrictive time. Most important reasons behing my reduced reading was that he dint encourage reading in bed, or should say late night reading saying my eyes will get affected, and then during pregnancy "read only motivational books". Man, one who loves thriller and fiction how could I read inspirational books. So I choose better no books than sleep inducing books as pregnancy was already making me sleepy even during the day. The no book habit has continued till date as my son has replaced my husband. He is such an attention seeker that I couldn't even concentrate in one page per day. 

The only relief from these is to induce him with book magic,  which I started when he was 9 months. Now he is 50 months ( 4 yrs and 2months) and he could read any book since he was 3 and half, now got the fluency too even with complicated words. 

I thought I can read at peace now because he loves books too, but his newest habit is that I have to read one of his book fully, and followed which he ll read. 

Oh mannn

I'm hoping that may be when he goes to school I'll have some time with the books. I started making book marks for the process now.. 

doodle

Hello me, 

Time is a blessing from heaven and the one who knows how to manage it well can include any new hobby to their working list. Trying hard to utilize this blessing we all have to the most. 

doodle

Hello peaceful soul, 

After a tough sleepless night with my little one I had a peaceful lazy day on my sofa. 

Let this peaceful life flow on.. 

After lookin at the above doodle my son said, mumma it's fantastic, but you need to practice more. He is only 4 plus 31 days and how much vocabulary his little brains can store already. I'm in awe of this little creature I made. 

Jazzy

1st June 2021

doodling names

It's been a while spending time for myself. I don't remember wen I last trimmed my brows, or cleansed my skin (it has so many pimples and marks), lest forget the routines of keeping the hair tidy. It's always a mess, I would rather say I am in a mess or I am the mess.

Reminding myself the mess I am in.