happiest thing...

My mom is the only soul in my near years of low n insecurity who mentioned that ur always beautiful.. Every child is always beautiful in the eyes of her mother so these words never overwhelmed me and I kept expecting these words from him.. In our 12yrs not even once he has uttered it. May be he will say rarely that this dress is nice.. It was never me.. I have always felt insecure around it n the confident me is lost in marriage.. Today after all these years one man kept his palm around my cheeks just the way I held my angel for the last time n told me how beautiful I was. How can I not fall in love over n over with him. Every cell of my body wants to scream my love for him. I'm so proud to have created him in me.. 

My handsome son, my little lover boy..